February 2011
220 posts
hahahaha
Kelsey’s text to me:
“it was funny because i noticed i lost a follower and i was like w.e. lol but im happy you followed me back. did she think that unfollowing me would keep us from talking?!”
haha love her <3
So I’m assuming someone was hacking my tumblr, because today I noticed I was no longer following Kelsey, oh well. changed password and re-followed :)
I can't wait til jared and I get this house, and...
spending the rest of my night, bringing jared home, going to fedex and texting someone amazing
January 2011
88 posts
thanks to everyone whos writing me and telling me...
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Finally,
home from work. Long day, all the machines kept breaking, but my coworker Matt said he would cover me while I’m in California visiting Kelsey :) so that was pretty rad. I’m so excited! If you’re not following her, you probably should… she has some pretty sick tattoos, an adorable face and is one of the most caring and sweetest girls I’ve ever talked to. ...
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Three Hours Later
Just got off the phone with the girl with kalidescope eyes. She’s so sweet, having me call her and wake her up before I go to work even though we talked 3 hours ago and it’s 530am her time.
<3
work til 5.
What a night!
So after dealing with someone’s complete and utter bullshit for two years I finally kept my ground and got over it. No more being lied to. And definitely no more feeling like shit for drinking, when she got drunk and lied to me about it. Tonight was great.
I’m not saying that sarcastically either.
It’s been years since I’ve stayed up all night long having a phone...
I'm fucking sick of...
liars and fakes. I’m sick of girls who think that they can treat those who love them like shit. I’m sick of her and her bullshit. I feel bad for whoever else winds up in the position I wound up in.
Now it’s time to find me. To find someone who truly can love someone like me, someone who will accept my love for them and show me true love in return. Someone who won’t...
I
is there anyone out there who will seriously love...
it's that point...
she’d rather someone else, i’m not good enough. she keeps hiding stuff. here’s to trying to move on…
heart = broken…
seriously thank god for kelsey right now :/
Friendly's is friendlier than you may think...
my bestfriend Jared and I go out to eat all the time, not always just the two of us, sometimes our bestfriend Steve and whomever else, but whenever it’s just Jared and me I ask him if he thinks that everyone thinks were gay and on a date…
well tonight our waiter at Friendly’s told us he would see us around cause he was moving to Noho, then came back and asked us if he saw us at...
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Heading to dads to show him how to upload pictures...
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I think once I start getting paid from my new job,...
do something good! make a difference in someone else’s life!
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um KDuggs...
I’d like my scarf you made me forever ago… k thanks ;)
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THREE TRACKS OFF MY BANDS NEW ALBUM OUT MARCH 6th... →
Three tracks from my band, Dead Aces, new album, Best Wishes in Your Future Endeavors, Out MARCH 6th! up now at our myspace!!!
the-girl-with-kalidescope-eyes.tumblr.com is so...
i dont know what i did with my life before her… im...
Today...
my ma is taking one of my sisters and KP (an old ex-gf) to Holyoke to go shopping. Seeing as the girl I’m in love with hates me and most likely will ignore me all day or not want to see me, who wants to come party?
how-sick-am-i-deactivated201204 asked: I love you mucho kid. Just thought you should know, :]
going out to lunch :) text!!!!!
follow this girl, shes lovely :) and has been...
http://morghenhearsawho.tumblr.com/
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On a different note...
my band is playing at Dublin’s Restaurant Lounge tonight in Troy, NY. 8pm. It’s our last show before our album release on March 6th! Check it out, for more info message me in my ask box, on FB, twitter, etc. or text me 413-464-6115.
It should be fun, I’m bringing someone with me who’s never seen me play outside of Pittsfield :)
It's come to the point...
where I am literally starting to despise her. She kept telling me that our break up was so we wouldn’t despise each other. Well from all of her actions during this break-up she’s making me despise her. It’s one thing to treat me like shit and to remove me from everything and to try and bring me down, but when you do that shit to someone who doesn’t deserve it, someone...
agratefullydeadsoul-deactivated asked: Well, if she is making you feel like crap and doesn't seem to care then why try? Like you said you need someone who wants a relationship, caring etc. Doesn't really seem like she is all that you want to me. (This is just my opinion from what I heard third person point of view :/)
I love...
late night conversations like tonights :)
and now that I’ve been thinking about it… everything she’s doing that hurts me is making it easier for me to get over her and unfortunately it seems like I’m going to wind up not even wanting to be her friend. oh well, I tried. Here’s to really pushing myself not to care and to actually be happy for myself… maybe I...
I can't even begin to grasp...
how heart broken I am.
Everything that keeps happening tears me down more and more. I think maybe I should just give up. It’s weird because I don’t feel like searching for someone and I don’t want to rush into things, but maybe I should so I can get my mind off of her…
this is a serious fml.
someone help me.
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Cuz You're Gone by the Goo Goo Dolls would come on...
text… back to drinking tomorrow night after the Dead Aces show, hit me up if you’re interested. Last DA show until our CD release March 6th at Valentine’s in Albany!
heading out with a really good friend of mine. text please. 413-464-6115
another day, another dollar
text me :) dead aces show tomorrow! if anyones interested lemme know
I'd do anything, just to fall asleep with you.
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“no love lost, no love found.”
“home is whenever I’m with you.
well I guess that means I’m now...”
So I have a feeling...
that even though she deleted me on everything, she’ll still come here to see what I have to say…
as long as I don’t think about everything that we’ve done together and been through it doesn’t hurt… too bad I can only do that for short periods of time.
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If you follow me and/or enjoy my posts....
i suggest you follow one of my bestfriends Steve.
http://worm1217.tumblr.com
a REALLY good friend just pointed out...
that it’s not my fault she changed. I liked her the way I met her and everything changed after she did.
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My last post.
I was right about the repercussions, but I don’t care at all. In the end, I know that I didn’t keep any secrets and I got everything off my chest, and that when I told myself I’d be true, honest and loyal and faithful I was. Who knows, knowing her she probably doesn’t care anyway. All she cares about, according to herself, is herself. I don’t want to be part of a...
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This Is Going to Have Some Awful Repercussions.
There’s a time in your life when you have to let go, even if it kills you. For some it may be getting over the death of someone and for most, it’s getting over someone special. Someone who has spent a major part of their life with you, in good times and bad. Basically someone you love/loved. Well maybe that time has once again come to me.
I can remember a few years ago my sister,...
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i’m torn in half on the inside
